Yet another solitary night , Its been years...and here
I am now, very alone, once again. Maybe suddenly time is plenty, and I hav too
little things to do. The clock never ticks ahead, whenever I look up at the
wall, the minute hand stays still. It's so unfamiliar.
I think I am doing fine, or at least I like to believe
so, though no one understand my state of mind at this moment. I
would love to have someone to talk to and stick by me now, but I guess...no one
knows me better than myself. And may be that's why I never have
anything much to talk to anyone! (Jeez ppl who know me mus be laughing
their brains out) Some might even think I am a freak? I shall stop
explaining myself, just let time heal me slowly. I shall be myself again. Those
who know me, no explanation needed. For those who don't, why
bother explaining anyway? So what if have lost couple of friends or even Love??
No,one of my best friend or that's what I thought to be and another... well we
were never meant to be friends in first place (LOL that's the funny part about
it!!) and yeah the Love too..All are gone now, and yeah life has its on way, so
I did move on...
I am tired..another hour in FB , brooding and poking in others profile and there
goes another night. What do Fate have in store for me? Standing at the mid
point of my life, I never felt more lost...unsure of myself than now. Yet the
calling of a brand new chapter does arouses some excitement!Hurt and
disappointments are temporary, but the smell of victory is what makes our kind
go on and on...
Always brave, always roaring to go again! YoYo!
