Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Friends Errands

It hurts more when you learn your friend has been stabbing you from the back for a very long time.

In the end you always return to your family whom you never gave any value over friends. The whole idea of trusting someone seems vague in this scene, but we are all humans and humans do shitty things. To forgive and move on takes very less time compared to keeping the grudge within. 
Everyone wants to be right the whole time! After all who wants to be wrong anyway.

Someday I just hope that love will conquer all, just like it changed me. I have been in love many times, but none whatsoever like this. It changes you so much that even after the rollercoaster rides of ups and downs you still want to be with him. The obstacles seem not worthy of breaking you anymore as long as you two have each other.

I have faith and your love to keep me from falling apart!

Saturday, 14 May 2016

Trust Issues

Learning to trust is no easy task. 

You are constantly being bugged by the creatures inside your head telling something is fishy here.
Maybe its not, I just have to trust again, but the fear of shattered dreams and hopes is holding me back.

The fear of being right always has started to eat my rotten soul out. I wish I was wrong for once in my life, but my brain is always alert for the coming danger.


If I could end all of it with a stroke of blade, a small slit... who is going to notice anyway