Am I normal

I am not sure if I am going through an emotional meltdown. Everyone and everything around me scares me to death. Tears flow down nonstop for no reason at all. If I sit down and think about it is a matter to laugh and brush off my shoulder. But honestly I just want to be left alone. I wish I could scream it to people who cares about me. I know they love me and wants to make sure I am okay.

Its just that I have gone into a werewolf on a newmoon phase. Outside I am perfect and normal. Going to work everyday and getting on with my life. But inside its screams and darkness and what not. Do I need help! I like to think I am normal. Even if I may not be. 

Love and Love again!

 Life is TOO SHORT, to be precise you live 21,914.55 Days 

Sometimes, I wonder if this is all a dream. I fear waking up to your absence.I know we still have a lot to understand about each other. I am scared everything about you is going to end in a second.
I am thankful to God that I found you. I want to walk hand in hand with you throughout this journey!

Nothing else matters, no one else matters. As long as you stay with me! 

I will love you forever and ever! Sounds cheeky! Aye!